i really think it's time for an update. lol. we'll things have been pretty good lately. i got my lisence! the danny department, has been shaky but we always get back on our feet. it's definately love. =). one year and four months. we're definately moving on up. with my friends everything has been so great. we've been spending plenty of time together. and i'm glad i have my girls. this is their shoutout by the way lol =P. chelsea, cynthia, meagan, brittany, dominique. anytime i'm with my girls i feel like nothing is impossible. we have fun doing absolutely nothing and it's great. and i find it amazing how we can talk for hours and NEVER run out of things to say. we basically know what each others thinking. and this past year has just gotten us all closer. i mean come on. when are we not with each other?. and they only time we are separated is when we are having boyfriend time, which we all spread out evenly. even though, the boyfriends don't know it, BUT, us girls are getting the better deal. hahah. always chicks before dicks. and even if we fight we all always get over it. cuz we need each other.. well anyways. enough of that. yesterday i chilled with my girls chel, cyn, and meg. we went to cynthia's and went in the jacuzzi. cuz i deno why. and we thought it would get hotter faster if we put pots of hot water into the jacuzzi. so out we go and into the kitchen boiling water. that basically did nothing. haha. we found out there was this switch u have to turn on and off in order to make the heat work. well we finally got it to work. and eveyrthing was aOKAY. except getting out was freezing. we picked up brittany and went to charlie brown's. me and meg's food kinda sucked. but what can we do. but yeah. i was suppose to sleep over brittany's cuz i'm suspended today. but i ended up falling asleep and forgetting to wake up to go to her house. lol. oh well there's alwyas next time. today i have krissy's first cotillion practice @ 7. such a pretty day out huh?. well yeah i've been going to school lately. as hard as it might be for me. lol. but i'm trying i'm getting up in the morning. and making it through the whole day without going home. i'm proud of me. and actually doing my work which is pretty incredible. i'm determined to change me around. alright well i must get going. i have things to do. bye bye mwa*  

i haven't updated in so long. lol i've been way to lazy and busy doing nothing in particular. this weekend was fun. on friday i went somewhere with chelsea and cynthia then we went to cyndee's house and ate then me and chelsea went to the bball game. it was okay.  then we went to charlie's house with meagan and picked up brittany on the way.  my poor honey was bugging out. =( aww i love her. lol me and brittany didnt go with them to chris's instead we chilled for a while. and we just laughed and shit. bugged out whatever. saturday i chilled with danny and ateh. me and danny watched movies together. and today i chilled with danny as well haha. tomorrow im suppose to chill with chelsea and cynthia after school then go to anger management and what not then chill with brittany <3. i miss samantha i haven't chilled with her since monday. that sucks. but it was fun when me her and brittany had that sleep over and BUGGED the fuck out. i cant wait til next weekend so us 3 can be reunited and just bug out together lol. =P..

anways alot has been going on right now. and the song thats replaying in my mind is tears in heaven by eric clapton. a few people know why.  but yeah i love danny. and thank you to everyone who has been there with me through it all. i know i can make it through with a little help from my friends =).. alright i'm gunna edit more later. im too tired. [j.j]

- cecile =Þ

[feeling | not so good lately]
[playing | avril lavigne - nobody's home]
[thinking | ...she felt it everyday..]

well i haven't updated in a while. my highlight is me and danny are back together. re-established on 01/01/05@ 12a.m. =).. my christmas break was okay. i got everything i wanted and more. and i'm grateful. esp. for my superman stuffss.. my break was fun. we def. started it with a bang! thanks to sammie, maeghan, christie, malarie, paolo, brittany, bryan, ilia, and everyone else who was there that night! it was fun. spent lots of time with danny which was was great i got sick though for two days straight i had a fever. but danny was there to take care of me and i was happy =D. it sucked having to go back to school. i got to watch meet the fockers with my two favortie people. dominique & cynthia [ i love you two].. my week back to school was mad chill. i was suspended one of the days. and i got a stomache virus another of the days. sam slept over one night =). and i chilled with danny a few times. fun fun. this weekend was okay. friday i got my haircut with cynthia ;). and then i chilled at danny's for the rest of the night. saturday i had my auntie voil's 50th birthday party yay! and on the way home, ken decided to be a total asshole. and decided to kick me out of the car. and tell me never to come back home, just cuz he was drunk. so yeah. my sister drove me back to dumont. cuz i was about to walk back to dumont from east brunswick in heels and a skirt and tube top and a tiny jacket. cuz my family sucks. but i walked back to jan's house. and ateh drove me to maeghan's house. where i slept with sammie christie and maeghan. it was funny lol. =DDD. but yeah today i ate denaro's with christie and samantha. then back to christie's then danny picked me up and we chilled and john's house for a while. and watched harold and kumar go to while castle... i'm home now. noone is talking to me. how nice. except for ateh of course. but yeah im gunna try to get work done i guess. edit more later bye bye everyone..